Well, here we are again.  Here I am again.  I gave of myself, I worked hard and I got screwed.  And Joel would tell me that "GOD HAS BETTER THINGS FOR YOU!!!"

God doesn't hate. And I am trying hard not to HATE!  But I HATE this fucking heat, I HATE that I am unemployed AGAIN, this time through no fault of my own...I HATE that my wife is leaving me (and she's goddamned happy to do so), I HATE ME, I HATE EVERYTHING AROUND ME, AND I HATE THAT I HAVE SUCH HATE IN ME.

I'm hot and unhappy...do I Hate? 

Perhaps.