And that's all I want to be.  Twenty minutes into the future.  In the time that has lapsed, between my last entry and this one, I've lost a very good friend.  I have lost a close, wonderful, fabulous, incredible friend!  My only regret is that I had been thinking to myself that I should call her...and now I can't.

But she is with God, now!  She can see and hear and feel everything that I feel for her.  That I felt for her.  That I will ever feel for her in the future.

Twenty Minutes Into The Future.

The Last Train Home!

I have always thought of the last train home as going back to my parent's house for the last time.  Now, with the passing of my very close, very loved friend, Carol Ann, I realize that the last train home is going home to God.  I know she is there with Him, looking down upon me, with Him.  Sometimes approving, sometime disapproving of what I am doing.  But always loving me.  I know she loved me in the natural...and now that she is of the supernatural, she loves me even more!  I always loved her.  And I will miss her.  But!  I will always remember what she gave to me...love, support, God and her wonderful sense of humor!  :D

Carol Ann, I have always and I will always love you.  I will miss you.  So will the rest of the world.

So fast, so old, So slow, so smart

I used to be The NightFly...long ago.  I used to live in the NightWorld.  I used to be so many things that I am no longer.

And there are parts of me that I no longer want...there are parts of me that I miss very much!  But, taken as a whole person, sometimes I'm not even sure what's missing.

I know that I miss a number of friends...people in my life that I have not heard from nor seen in months, years, millenia, eons, epochs...you name it! 

I remember you all.  You have never and will never leave my heart.

The NightFly will always live on, in  spirit, if nothing else.

Good Night.